Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 11:33 PM
Have i change recently?
well i dono...
maybe i have...
its just so hard to explain...
well...
its complicated...
mood swing?
or ,maybe I'm just sick of this...
i have no idea...
i get angry easily nowadays...
sad too...
maybe my patients are burning away...
i think i'hv changed...
maybe its just natural for teenagers to go through this...
now i just sound weird....
haisss....
im loosing it...
feeling tat im been doing some childish acts...
maybe its time to go back to tat lonely world again...
but tat doesnt mean im gona let people to crawl over my head...
my patients have limits....
don test me....
i will erupt when i have to...
i think tat im abit stupid sometimes...
helping people when i kno they are just using me...
maybe im being TOO kind to people...
i think i should keep some of these kindnessto myself instead...
just so confused...
